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Birthday ponderings.

Tomorrow is my 29th birthday.
I am excited.
I always thought that I would be disgruntled at the idea of being one birthday away from 30, and perhaps this time next year as I actually turn 30 I'll have a very different point of view. But right now, I am looking forwards to seeing the end of my twenties.
Some amazing things have happened in my twenties.
I fell madly in love with a wonderful man, I made some wonderful friends, I travelled, I discovered my love for pineapple. But when I look back at my twenties in years to come, I will smile as I tell my stories, but a large chunk of what I'll remember of the decade is death, court cases, media intrusion, separations, and other  more personal issues that I don't fancy posting on a blog.
I see my thirties as a new decade.
A fresh start at a chapter of my life.
Hopefully it will be the chapter that sees me travel a bit more at the beginning of it. Hopefully it will be the time where I start a family of my own.
29 is the year where I plan to have my self in the best position to start this new decade.
It is going to be a great year!

Happy birthday me!

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  1. yay!! i haven't read any blogs for so long. i'm so glad you're happy. you are so wonderful.

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