I have been down in the dumps a lot lately haven't I.
Surprisingly so considering how much I love my new surroundings.
Last night I said to James that I felt that unemployment
was turning me into an awful moaning Mary
(sorry any Marys out there)
and he gave me a little hug
"Its your sad time of the year Silly
this happens every year"
and then I remembered that Marguerite's birthday is tomorrow.
She should be 24.
Happy birthday Marguerite
I stole this cake photo.
I 'm not that good!
I spoke about her a lot last night.
And it was really nice
I find it hard to believe that she is gone 7 years at the end of the month.
Where has that time gone?
I also find it hard to believe that the emotions I drum up when I think of her can still be so raw.
Oh shite, I'm getting bleary eyed in the Internet cafe....
Give me a moment....
I spoke a lot about growing up.
Thats what you do right?
How can I not miss this...
That is her posing to the left of the photo
Or that adorable little smile
or those blasted roller skates!
I found this poem that represented how I feel today
Happy birthday beautiful sister.