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When I heard about the death of Gerry Ryan yesterday it got me thinking about the fragility of life, how teasingly short life- especially youth- is, and it also got me wondering, if I were to die tomorrow would I be remembered as someone who lived life to the full?
A man once told me that only a fool is ever 100% happy,
everyone should try to ensure that they are content.
Am I content?
Am I a fool and 100% happy?
I began to think about the things that I would regret not having done if I were dead and looking back.
While I think it is foolish to ever regret something, I think it is better to regret having done something than not having done something...

Do I tell the people I love that I love them enough?
Do I see my friends enough?
Am I on the road that I want to be on?
Should I stop and smell the flowers more?
Have I sat back and enjoyed Mother Nature to the full?

I have so many more questions...
Yet none of the answers.
So it's time to start working on them.




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